tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1254973987604482385.post2198420922224396929..comments2023-09-06T05:43:29.682-04:00Comments on New Beginnings: How Much More Can I TakeAutumnMommyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18027432708796556408noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1254973987604482385.post-20702401527878211562011-06-08T09:51:26.657-04:002011-06-08T09:51:26.657-04:00I'm so sorry Laura that u r going thru all of ...I'm so sorry Laura that u r going thru all of this. I have been in a similar situation. Not a divorce but I did separate from my daughters father & find myself scared 2death. I was 21 when I had my daughter, had just lost my father, he was cheating & we were getting evicted becuz he wasnt paying rent when he was supposed 2. I had no idea how 2make it on my own. I finally decided after looking at my daughter 1day & realizing I did not want her 2grow up seeing mommy crying so depressed everyday, crying ALL the time that it was time 4me 2walk away 4good. I had no1 2turn 2 & no1 2depend on. I grew up in Angola, <br />didn't drive & had never even been 2the city b4. I had no other option but 2pack up a garbage bag of our belongings take my baby &myself 2a homeless shelter. I was not only scared 2death of being in the city of Buffalo all alone but also of being a new mother still. I managed 2find some positives in the whole situation. I was able 2create the bond w/my baby that I needed 2 & also get over her father &the things he had done. I wish I had some comforting words 4u but I just wanted 2share w/u that I understand Ur feeling of fear & of betrayal but u r a woman & & mother & mothers r capable of anything! :0) just believe in urself & keep reminding urself what keeps u going everyday. Ur beautiful children. Dnt allow Ur husband 2win. & dnt allow him 2bring u down anymore than he has. I know its hard but Keep Ur head up girl! U can do it! & p.s. If Ur mother inlay was any kind of grandmother the least she could do is write u a landlord reference 2keep a roof over her grandkids head!Brendanoreply@blogger.com