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Sunday, January 10, 2016

Isolation

     Once upon a time I had friends.  I had people who I hung out with and couldn't wait to spend time with.  When did that stop?

     I took a job once and the farewell dinner was huge.  So many people and today I can't remember the last time I spent any time with them.

     I'm in my room, have been all day, avoiding everyone.  It is what I do.  I have isolated myself.    It took years but I have pushed or lost almost all the important people from my life.  I am all alone.  I spend time with people but I always keep them at arms length away.  When I can't be handle it anymore I isolate myself and allow myself to be.

Why am I so comfortable alone?


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  2. Alone means no drama, that's why I'm drawn to it too after a stressful time. I wouldn't worry about wanting to be alone, or about other people. If you're comfy, consider it 'you' time. Wishing you luck!

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