I took a job once and the farewell dinner was huge. So many people and today I can't remember the last time I spent any time with them.
I'm in my room, have been all day, avoiding everyone. It is what I do. I have isolated myself. It took years but I have pushed or lost almost all the important people from my life. I am all alone. I spend time with people but I always keep them at arms length away. When I can't be handle it anymore I isolate myself and allow myself to be.
Why am I so comfortable alone?