So I faced my increasing age this week.  I had to get Bifocals.  I just had my eyes checked in October and my script was single lens.  Lately I have noticed that I have been taking off my glasses to read or work on the computer.  Then of course my eyes get strained quickly and they hurt.  I knew I needed a new script and I knew I would need bifocals.  I still didn't go and get my eyes examined again.  I kept waiting, I just didn't want to face my age.
I don't feel old.  I actually don't see myself as old either.  My gosh I am only 41.  I am not old!!!  My eyes however are not young.  I had surgery on my right eye when I was in kindergarten.  Now it is crossed again, but facing out instead of in this time.  I have to face this.  I love to read, I love being able to see.  I have to take care of my eyes.  So I suck it up and go to America's Best since I already used my eye insurance in October and it is Once a year  use only.
I said when I walked in I would need bifocals and I walked out of there with a script for bifocals.  I thought I would get my glasses there since I already used my insurance in October.  They say two pairs of bifocals for $99.00.  Uhm, no it ended up being more than that.  Four times more to be specific.  Two pairs was over $400.00 and one pair was just over $300.00.  I was shocked.  I think I ran out of there screaming.
I went back to my regular place and paid $185 for one pair, still way cheaper than the last place.  I pick them up later this week.  I wish when I got new frames in October I had been thinking, then I would have gotten frames I could put bifocal lenses in.  It just feels like a wasted use of insurance.  I will never go back to the doctor that examined my eyes last time.  I feel cheated almost.
So my eyes are old, I am young and I plan on staying that way for at least another 30 - 40 years.
Thoughts and observations of my life as I am going through mid-life changes. I am a mom dealing with depression, a child with Asperger's, an abusive ex-husband, plus moving back home with my parents to help take care of them and now my grandmother and both parent's death in just a fourteen month timespan. Simply put my house is full of chaos. As I start to walk this new path I will leave a trail of stories for you to follow. Thanks for traveling with me.


 
 
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